Started my uni life now. I feel so lonely and depressed when I first get in the uni. Because I came there alone, without any friends. Actually that feeling sucks. But it is part of life. Orientation day was boring but luckily I get to know some awesome friends. And I am glad that I am not the oldest one haaha.

But I miss my dogs and family so much. I still remember the day before orientation I've to check in the hostel, so I had to go one day earlier. When my mum started crying, I felt so sad for leaving house. Really, leaving your family and dogs is hard. I lived with them for 20years already. I really miss them so so so much. Crying and hiding under the blanket. It sucks. That feeling sucks. But I enjoy being alone in a room, having my own personal space.

The hostel room is nice, just that we've to share the washroom and bathroom together. But it is okay with me because our floor only has three people including me. But staying with strangers is also quite challenging to me. But I feel lucky because growing up, I learn to be strong and friendly that's why it is not hard for me to have new friends. Just that I always homesick, miss my grandma and my mum's food, miss my clumsy and stupid dogs, miss my childish dad, miss my bad tempered sister, miss my weird bros. Yup, I miss everything in Ipoh. The food, the people and the place. Nah place is still okei because in Penang here, I can see the ocean from my campus. It is so relaxing and nice! When I took the English test today in the auditorium room, I can really see the ocean when I am taking the test. HAHA.

But staying in the hostel is so boring, because I am still new yet right, there is nothing to do. So everyday after class then I will get back to the hostel and sleep Zzz I love here but at the same time I hate here also. I don't know why oops haha.




Another chapter of life begins.