AND HIM.❤

Aww my babyy ❤

And my lovely boyfriend, CHANKAHPO❤

It scares me that time flies, I already together with him for 628days. Almost two years already.

We fight, we argue, we care, we cry, we laugh, we smile, we play ❤

And all of these make who we are today. We appreciate each other, we care about each other, we always be honest with each other. I am beyond blessed to have him by my side for so long, I never thought that we can get through all the suffers, struggles and obstacles. I really hope that we can continue being sohai like we always do❤  

Sorry for always being so stubborn and chilish okay bae. I know it is hard for you to stay with me, because I know that I really do have a hidden bad temper that I only show to you. I am so sorry for being so jealous always and crying everytime. But I don't know how and why, that you can still love me and sayang me. You never give me up. I know I did many bad things to you, and I know you know it, it just that you don't want me to feel bad. When I said I am beyond blessed to have you, I really mean EXTREMELY B-E-Y-O-N-D blessed to have you. I know we seldom chat with each other already, because you work and I have classes, or you play games and I watch videos. But all of these didn't stop me from loving you piggie. ❤

Sometimes I wonder what ties us together. Our personalities were so different. 

You were the quiet one, I was the noisy one.

But things changed after we together for so long. You become noisy and crazy.

And we started to share the same personalities, the same thoughts. And this, makes me happy.❤

Thankfully both of us LOVE LOVE L-O-V-E to eat. So we always spend most of our money eating haha. Nah and I influenced you and you started to eat sushi too! Things between us are weird and sohai but yet memorable. I will never forget everything about us. I want to spend my whole life with you. Even though sometimes you make me SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO angry but it is okay, I FORGIVE YOU! HAHA. 

PIGGYYYYY❤

MUST SAYANG ME MOREEE AND LOVE ME MORE!

Thanks for everything, really. You are my one and only.

FOREVER? YES.

I will never stop loving you.

Started my uni life now. I feel so lonely and depressed when I first get in the uni. Because I came there alone, without any friends. Actually that feeling sucks. But it is part of life. Orientation day was boring but luckily I get to know some awesome friends. And I am glad that I am not the oldest one haaha.

But I miss my dogs and family so much. I still remember the day before orientation I've to check in the hostel, so I had to go one day earlier. When my mum started crying, I felt so sad for leaving house. Really, leaving your family and dogs is hard. I lived with them for 20years already. I really miss them so so so much. Crying and hiding under the blanket. It sucks. That feeling sucks. But I enjoy being alone in a room, having my own personal space.

The hostel room is nice, just that we've to share the washroom and bathroom together. But it is okay with me because our floor only has three people including me. But staying with strangers is also quite challenging to me. But I feel lucky because growing up, I learn to be strong and friendly that's why it is not hard for me to have new friends. Just that I always homesick, miss my grandma and my mum's food, miss my clumsy and stupid dogs, miss my childish dad, miss my bad tempered sister, miss my weird bros. Yup, I miss everything in Ipoh. The food, the people and the place. Nah place is still okei because in Penang here, I can see the ocean from my campus. It is so relaxing and nice! When I took the English test today in the auditorium room, I can really see the ocean when I am taking the test. HAHA.

But staying in the hostel is so boring, because I am still new yet right, there is nothing to do. So everyday after class then I will get back to the hostel and sleep Zzz I love here but at the same time I hate here also. I don't know why oops haha.




Another chapter of life begins.

It's almost 1 in the morning now. Yea, I'm still wide awake.
The third day without you. I feel so empty.
Life without you isn't complete, at all. I miss you.
I'm looking forward to Thursday, I wish I could meet you on that day.
Holiday starts now, it's boring. I literally have nothing to do at all.

Went to chiong k with my bunch today hehehehe.
I never had a chance to tell the world how amazing they are! ❤️
We went to parade and had our lunch at food court.
Yeaaaaaaa, we talked lots of shits and I swear, they are so awesome.
They are willing to help those popo or gonggong that need helps, I feel so me when I met them!
Especially zhiqing. She is so kind and yea, i love her sooooo much!
I can just be the real czw when I'm with them. Uheheheh.

Some of them are from pgs, and some of them are from amc. And I'm so glad that we met and became bestiesss!

Yea, shum!
I am so close with you. I still remember how I get close with you, and I'll never forget bout it hahahhaah. It all started when I fall for my ball ball, and I asked for your opinions and advices. Since then, we are getting so close even until now. You're a good friend with awesome personalities. Wao. I saw you cried 3times already hahahhaah. Thanks for trusting me that much! I have endless topics and gossips to share with you. Hahahaha thanks for walking into my life hehehe.

And yuwen,
It feels good to get close with you too, you're literally one of my best best best friends besides shum and zhiqing. HAHAHAH. I forgot how I get close with you, I just did. Haha. And you know so much bout me and my errhmmmm. We always have the same thoughts, and I always think that you're my soulmate. HAHAAH you can always know what am I thinking and what I am about to say. Hope you talk louder nextttttt time and of course, stronger abit la.

Zhiqinggggggg poh.
You're so awesome , I know I never tell you, but you're awesome, it's like I never seen someone is that awesome before besides my boyfriend AHHAHAHA. You're a piece of shit that I loveeeee soooo much leh. You're the one that I can share hamsap yehs with you and we always laugh together. You will never fail to make me scold vulgar words because of your ugly-to-hell face. Haha. I really hope you can stay sweet and forever with your Lego larrrrrrr.

And 6more awesome friends to go! Can I continue tmrrrrr zzzzzz
They are my formsix gang that literally brighten my life.
Love you all soooooo much!
Hope the friendships of 10 of us will never end hahahaha.



I have a better and happier life since the day I met them. ❤️

:)

   


Imissyou,ckp.

It's May now. My sem2 is already over.

I had learnt many things in this sem, such as dissecting the white mouse, collecting different kinds of insects.

ANDDDDDDDD !

I WENT TO EXO CONCERT AT 12/3 !  ♥

I can't believe I actually went to their concert and saw Lay in real life. HAHAHA *dying* He is so fair and tall and extremely cuteeeeeee in real lifeuuuu.

And, errhmmm, I have a boyfriend now, AHAHA. Today is the 183days with him, yup. Half year together with this pig already hahaha.

Yea, life is strange.

I have no idea that he'll become that important to me, like seriously. We knew each other for bout one year since I studied in Samtet. And then, I secretly admire and adore him in my heart. HAHAHA. Our stories are kinda weird, but I love it. We had been through so much, I don't know why, my heart tells me that he is the one. ♥

And suddenly, one day in November of 2015, I fall in love with him. His charm, his talents, his face hahaha, his height, his everything. I don't know how, I don't know why, I just did. Fall for him, hardly. And I think of thousands of reasons and excuses just to start a conversation with him. And yup, our stories begin. How lucky am I to meet this pigggggggg? He always loves and protects me, argues with me, but everytime when I cry, he will hug me tightly. 

I am beyond blessed to have him in my life. I can't ask for more, because you had already gave me the whole world. And you are the whole world. ♥

I can't stop talking about him so I should stop now. Hahahahah. Someday, I am going to tell my family that you're mine hahaha. 

Thanks for being my boyfriend, tolerating me, loving me.

You've seen all my flaws, hahaha, and you are still there, for me.

I love you.

你是我这辈子 遇到过最好的男人.

:)

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY YIXING ! ♥

I don't know why I was so happy and excited on the day! I just can't stop talking happily and loudly with friends. I'm crazy af. They thought I had gone crazy too lol. I just can't believe I had already accompany him for more than one year. It feels like yesterday. I can't express how I felt, basically I just love him so much. I even so glad that I can 'accompany' him to celebrate his birthday.

生日快乐, 我的绵羊 ♥

Okay, and I'm going to have trial next Mon. Time flies right. It's already the end of 2015. I am going to be nineteen years old. Which is consider as a young adult (?) Hahahaha whatever I don't care I am still going to remain the childish me lol haha. I found out that I love my classmates so much, duh some of them hahaha. They are hilarious and weird sometimes haha. They said I'm talkative, and can't study with me because when they see me, they can't control themselves but talk LOL! Why am I always the noisy and talkative and active one lol ! Well my deskmates are cute.

Sometimes I try to forget, but it ends up hurting me.

There are too many things happen in the past few months. I always feel so regret when I recall the memories. Duh. I always make myself regret. I'm so sick of it sometimes. 

I kinda love my life now.

:)